No one was there, so I sat and meditated. It was one of the Earth Guardians who was requesting I meet with Gaia. The first time I met with Gaia I was pulled to her during a meditation, which I had lost control. This time, she was coming to me. I felt very honored. After a few pleasantries, Gaia then gave the reason for her visit. She had a proposal.
"I believe there can be a way to ease the pain and suffering of many. If you are willing, let us join together in our efforts during your morning meditations and see if, and how, we can ease the pain and suffering but also not delay the recovery. If you are in agreement, I will meet you midway, during what constitutes as your morning. Then it is agreed. Thank you.”
Gaia was then gone. We were to meet the next morning during my regular morning meditation at some halfway point.
The next day I was up at 5:00 AM and made tea. I sat down in the dark sipping my tea and transitioning my mind to meditate. I wondered if Gaia and I would be meeting to discuss the pandemic? I then started my meditation wondering where the halfway meeting point was. I then found myself on top of a mountain. It was familiar. I then saw the Old Chinese Master - the spiritual being who often comes to assist with my Qigong healing treatments. This was his mountain - or where he lived. I was pleased to see him and then was directed to a little table and sitting area on a rock patio with a rock wall over looking towards other mountains and valleys. I sat. Gaia then appeared. At first I saw a male and we started the greeting and then felt as if he transitioned to a female. I was aware that my inner thoughts of expectations seemed to facilitate changes in how I viewed this presence. My focus at this point was like a person behaves when they first meet someone - sizing them up and looking only on the outside. But then things changed. It was as if all that disappeared and we were just 2 souls conversing and it felt ‘inward’ but I was also aware of our ‘outer’.
I anticipated our discussion would be about the virus and pandemic and how to end it, but it wasn’t on that topic at all. It was about the awakening of humanity. My thoughts then seem to sway to what it is like being female and having a focus on nurturing, supporting others, giving, compassion, kindness - those types of features and energies. I had an awareness that these energies - ones that are represented usually as feminine, are what makes life worth living. It gives the life process meaning, because it is how experience those feelings of joy. I then was aware that all of my conversations about this ‘saving humanity’ had an element in it that included ‘life has to be worth living - we can’t just exist, we need more- we need joy’.
I then saw ‘that pit of despair’ I had crawled out of after going through hell after my divorce and being stripped of everything but my soul. I hated the feelings, the despair, the aloneness, the isolation, those feelings of failure inside that pit. I had an awareness that this process of struggle is often a way that seems to awaken something within a person and can help a person transform to who they need to be. I wondered if humanity needed that same type of journey to transform, or if there was a better way.
I then saw in that visual image of the pit, how different it would be to have had others encouraging me to climb out, or at least not feel deserted. I could ‘see’ that it would soften the hurt and pain, I would have still transformed but without the deep scars. I could see that it was not necessary to go through such deep hurt to become what I needed to become. This let me know that humanity didn’t need to go through that deep hurt either. It would be OK to accept Gaia's help.
I saw and felt all of this in a flash. I realized that it was this feminine-type energy which was a missing puzzle piece in this awakening and healing of humanity. We needed JOY within this awakening energy of an expanded consciousness. This would tip the scales slightly towards the feminine energies that are comparable to “mothering” and “caring” - ever so slightly - but with more of a default toward that elliptical element. Similar to karma - a way of balancing the scales, but with a little lean towards the positive and include ‘love’.
I asked how this could be done? It would be shared and distribute and in distribution channels, such as the ones I use in my healing humanity meditations.
I then realized Gaia was gone. During my mental state of reviewing the pit of despair, how transformations can be achieved without such deep pain, and the value of feminine energy, Gaia had shared a thread of energy - or perhaps a seed - and it was this energy that needed to be shared with humanity. I then went to the room where the device is that I use in my healing humanity meditations and I connected to the device and sent out this new energy into the conduits and ethos of the world. I could see, sense, and feel this new little spark of energy from Gaia was being distributed and it was taking root in people open to receiving this energy and desiring more love and joy in life. I could feel this love and started to sense that change was now starting. I saw walls and barriers start to crumble and fall. In my mind I saw the image from The Matrix movie where Neo is fighting his nemesis in a hallway and suddenly bullets are stopping in midair and computer codes begin to crash to the ground. This is what I could feel was beginning in this new healing humanity meditation using and distributing Gaia's thread of energy.
For me, this had been the missing puzzle piece. We now are on a new path and journey. We now begin the process of creating a world that can works for all of us.