It was the first week of April in 2020 in the middle of the night. I had heard three taps on the window of my bedroom, which is located on the 2nd floor of my townhouse. I sat up, looked at the clock, it was 3:30 AM. I knew no one would be able to reach my window unless they were 16 feet tall or had a ladder.  I was now awake and went downstairs to find out who had tapped on my window.

No one was there, so I sat and meditated. It was one of the Earth Guardians who was requesting I meet with Gaia. The first time I met with Gaia I was pulled to her during a meditation, which I had lost control. This time, she was coming to me. I felt very honored. After a few pleasantries, Gaia then gave the reason for her visit. She had a proposal.
"I believe there can be a way to ease the pain and suffering of many. If you are willing, let us join together in our efforts during your morning meditations and see if, and how, we can ease the pain and suffering but also not delay the recovery. If you are in agreement, I will meet you midway, during what constitutes as your morning. Then it is agreed. Thank you.”

Gaia was then gone. We were to meet the next morning during my regular morning meditation at some halfway point.

The next day I was up at 5:00 AM and made tea. I sat down in the dark sipping my tea and transitioning my mind to meditate. I wondered if Gaia and I would be meeting to discuss the pandemic? I then started my meditation wondering where the halfway meeting point was. I then found myself on top of a mountain. It was familiar. I then saw the Old Chinese Master - the spiritual being who often comes to assist with my Qigong healing treatments. This was his mountain - or where he lived. I was pleased to see him and then was directed to a little table and sitting area on a rock patio with a rock wall over looking towards other mountains and valleys. I sat. Gaia then appeared. At first I saw a male and we started the greeting and then felt as if he transitioned to a female. I was aware that my inner thoughts of expectations seemed to facilitate changes in how I viewed this presence. My focus at this point was like a person behaves when they first meet someone - sizing them up and looking only on the outside. But then things changed. It was as if all that disappeared and we were just 2 souls conversing and it felt ‘inward’ but I was also aware of our ‘outer’. 

I anticipated our discussion would be about the virus and pandemic and how to end it, but it wasn’t on that topic at all. It was about the awakening of humanity. My thoughts then seem to sway to what it is like being female and having a focus on nurturing, supporting others, giving, compassion, kindness - those types of features and energies. I had an awareness that these energies - ones that are represented usually as feminine, are what makes life worth living. It gives the life process meaning, because it is how experience those feelings of joy. I then was aware that all of my conversations about this ‘saving humanity’ had an element in it that included ‘life has to be worth living - we can’t just exist, we need more- we need joy’.

I then saw ‘that pit of despair’ I had crawled out of after going through hell after my divorce and being stripped of everything but my soul. I hated the feelings, the despair, the aloneness, the isolation, those feelings of failure inside that pit. I had an awareness that this process of struggle is often a way that seems to awaken something within a person and can help a person transform to who they need to be. I wondered if humanity needed that same type of journey to transform, or if there was a better way.

I then saw in that visual image of the pit, how different it would be to have had others encouraging me to climb out, or at least not feel deserted. I could ‘see’ that it would soften the hurt and pain, I would have still transformed but without the deep scars. I could see that it was not necessary to go through such deep hurt to become what I needed to become. This let me know that humanity didn’t need to go through that deep hurt either. It would be OK to accept Gaia's help.

I saw and felt all of this in a flash. I realized that it was this feminine-type energy which was a missing puzzle piece in this awakening and healing of humanity. We needed JOY within this awakening energy of an expanded consciousness. This would tip the scales slightly towards the feminine energies that are comparable to “mothering” and “caring” - ever so slightly - but with more of a default toward that elliptical element. Similar to karma - a way of balancing the scales, but with a little lean towards the positive and include ‘love’.

I asked how this could be done? It would be shared and distribute and in distribution channels, such as the ones I use in my healing humanity meditations.

I then realized Gaia was gone. During my mental state of reviewing the pit of despair, how transformations can be achieved without such deep pain, and the value of feminine energy, Gaia had shared a thread of energy - or perhaps a seed - and it was this energy that needed to be shared with humanity. I then went to the room where the device is that I use in my healing humanity meditations and I connected to the device and sent out this new energy into the conduits and ethos of the world. I could see, sense, and feel this new little spark of energy from Gaia was being distributed and it was taking root in people open to receiving this energy and desiring more love and joy in life. I could feel this love and started to sense that change was now starting. I saw walls and barriers start to crumble and fall. In my mind I saw the image from The Matrix movie where Neo is fighting his nemesis in a hallway and suddenly bullets are stopping in midair and computer codes begin to crash to the ground. This is what I could feel was beginning in this new healing humanity meditation using and distributing Gaia's thread of energy. 

For me, this had been the missing puzzle piece. We now are on a new path and journey. We now begin the process of creating a  world that can works for all of us.

After a year or so of trying different ideas and methodologies to help heal humanity so we learn how to partner with each other, as well as partner with the earth, I became rather discouraged. Nothing I tried seemed to work, or didn't work for very long. Because Gaia had recommended I focus my efforts on working on healing humanity rather than healing the earth, I decided to go back and visit Gaia and see if she could help me. I needed guidance.

Because the first time I met Gaia, I had been invited and "pulled in to meet her" in a meditation, I wasn't sure how to go about visiting her without an invitation. But after several attempts, I was finally able to reconnect and visit Gaia once again. During this visit I shared my frustrations and asked for her assistance. I was then directed to a door, which I opened and then walked inside. It was a large room and inside was a HUGE musical instrument. To me, it looked similar to gigantic French Horn but was almost three stories tall. I was told this was now my instrument and I could use it anytime to help in my quest to heal humanity.

I don't play the French Horn and I did not know how to use this instrument. But then went to the 3rd floor of this room, sat down near the musical instrument, and a song popped in my head. It was a song I heard the previous night- "Creep"sung by Rozzi.  I immediately heard the melody play on this instrument and the vibration and harmonies seem to float through the ethers of the universe.

Since that experience, I've been experiencing with different sounds, songs, and methods with this healing instrument. Occasionally other like-minded souls with a desire to heal humanity show up and we all play together, sending out sounds and vibration focused on healing humanity.

As you probably know, different sounds and vibrations are used in Qigong to purge and remove stuck and stagnant Qi inside the body. It seems that a big-ass instrument is able to work on a larger audience.

There are even ancient writings carved in stone with images of figures blowing horns, like kokopelli. This leads me to believe that many other cultures have used sound and music as a favored tool, too.

My goal is to help stop the growing divide that seems to be filling up the world with more hate and violence. I am expecting humanity to start playing nice with each and respect each other - build bridges and find common ground. I am feeling seeds of hope.

By Beth Quist

When I retired, I decided to focus my efforts towards healing the planet. The way I was going to do this was similar to using the tools I use on Medical Qigong treatments. I was going to work with a microcosm of the planet to help the planet heal and get well. Because I live in California, I focused located different "earth energy sites" in California which would act like acupoints to direct and work with subtle energies (similar to acupuncture points in the body). I then traveled around the state to conduct different types of healing activities at those locations.

After several months of doing this, I was doing one of my regular early morning meditations, when something new happened. I could feel my energetic self being PULLED and carried away as if I was in a tunnel. I tried to stop this by ending the meditation, but I could not even end the meditation. So I just relaxed and "let go". Eventually the pull stopped and I found myself being in a large open space, like a room with granite looking walls. There were no windows. I saw a few very tall gray looking "andromorph" shaped Beings who reminded me of the shapes seen in some petroglyphs in Utah. These Beings seemed to greet and welcome me, then took me to a Being who seemed to be in charge. I will call this Being, Gaia, because that is the name that popped into my thoughts when I first saw her. She essentially wanted to know what I was trying to accomplish with all those healing activities I was doing.

I told her I was working to heal the planet from global warming. I expected she would be pleased, but she wasn't. She replied that she heals herself through her various cleansing processes, like earthquakes, tornadoes, hurricanes, and volcanoes. She then recommended that instead of focusing on healing the planet, the better option would be to work on healing humanity and preventing the problem of global warming. "This is where the real problem lies" she said.

I accepted her advice and now found myself sitting back on my couch, in my meditative state. It was almost as if nothing had just happened. The purpose of this visit had been achieved and I could just pick up where I left off. 

Since that experience I have refocused my efforts to work on healing humanity. Part of the process has been to define what healing humanity means, as well as what approaches to try. It also meant I needed to figure out how to assess and evaluate the results to determine if anything I was doing was effective.

This has resulted in a lot of thoughts, pondering, and different game plans in using and directing QI to help in these efforts. There may be multiple approaches and they may work in different locations, or seasons, or with different cultures. But my primary method is to see what works to help awaken people to WANT to work together and create a world we all want to live in.